WIMP
By nature, I am a pacifist. What this means
is that I would do almost anything to make sure that people get along. 
Especially people who wouldn’t normally get along, such as people with
different ideologies, backgrounds, religious beliefs, or just people
who wouldn’t normally have the opportunity to actually sit down to get
to know one another on a deeper, more personal level.  That’s pretty
much what this blog is all about, and it jives with a lot of other
activities in my life.
But this is not always a good
thing. As with any character trait, even a good one, it can be taken too
far to the extreme or applied wrongly.
Sometimes I’ve
been notably quiet about certain issues. I’m not going to enumerate what
those issues are, because it is not the point of this post to
discuss those issues.  The point is to explore what to do when certain
issues seem undiscussable. When discussion will only lead to more
fighting. And when there doesn’t seem to be any way of bridging the gap,
yet the truth must be stood up for despite all wishes for peace.

Sometimes
when I see someone standing up for something that I believe in, I
inwardly cringe.  Not because he or she is wrong for standing up for the
truth. Not at all. But it’s not something that I would do, because it’s
not within my personality to stand up and take a stance publicly and
make a fuss and create conflict and controversy.  Even where (maybe) I
should.
I’m not always proud of this, because I don’t necessarily
know that this stems from the good character traits of desiring peace.
It’s very possible that people who engage in civil disobedience or
social antagonism are also big advocates of peace. Maybe it just means
that I’m a wimp.
So should I wrinkle my nose or admire those that aren’t wimps? 
TRUTH AGAINST PEACE
“Why
can’t we all just get along?” Peace is a big, big deal. But all of
us have truths that we’re willing to fight for, that we feel we’d be
amoral if we didn’t fight for. Problem is, those truths differ for each
of us. 
And
the bigger problem is, when you see red, because someone has an opinion
that strikes you as bad, wrong, inflammatory, stupid, too extreme,
offensive, childish, or condescending, you are truly unlikely to see it
that way.  
Ever
watch two people argue, where you don’t feel passionate about the
argument either way?  It’s a fascinating study, whether in person or
online, watching people disagree, get mad, misunderstand each other,
talk around each other, engage in irrelevant ad hominem attacks, and get
insulted.  Because really, both parties are doing the exact same thing:
standing up for what they believe is true, believing that getting along
is less important than The Issue.  
What
do you feel passionately about?  So passionately that you’re willing to
alienate others over?  So passionately that you’re willing to sacrifice
peace for (presuming peace is important to you)?  So passionately that
you’re willing to stick your neck out and take a major hit for?  Chances
are, the person you’re arguing with is doing the exact same thing. 
Feeling so passionately that he’s willing to do all of that.  You may be so right, and he may be so wrong, but he sees it in exactly the reverse way.
When
I put content out on this blog like some of my earliest posts, where I
described why I, as an Orthodox woman, do certain things, like wear
skirts, don’t shake hands with men, cover my hair… things that are
counter-cultural, my intent and expectation was never to have people
read it and say, “Wow, how cool!  I think I’ll cover my hair and stop
shaking hands with men.”  I mean, if someone did, great, because I think
those are good things to do (apparently).  But my expectation and hope
in these and in other counter-cultural issues-which-must-not-be-named
are thus:  that people may read them and say:
Wow. 
How interesting.  I never knew there was a solid reason for those
things.  I don’t think I will ever do them, and I still think it rather
odd, and maybe even I disagree vehemently now and always will on this
issue, but at least now I understand that people who do them have a
solid reason and that based on the things they believe, are acting in a
perfectly logical way.  And in fact, I can now see how MY opinions may
be perceived, easily, by others as being wrong, illogical, immature,
condescending, short-sighted and stupid. 

Because
this is how I, the peacenik, try to reconcile my personal inner
struggle of truth v. peace.  Guess what, people who have positions and
opinions that are exceedingly contrary to my beliefs?  I understand that
based on what you believe you are acting in a way that is so logical to
you.  I get that.  I really do.  Can you do the same for me?
Instead
mostly folks just keep getting stuck at first base, which is, let me
convince you that what you believe is wrong.  Is that working, guys?

CONCLUSION
So
I end back where I started.  Why am I a wimp on the big, scary issues? 
Because  most of the time I am flat out scared of getting clobbered. 
Having unpopular views is creepy enough in real life without inviting
the online world to mock and hate me.  How I wish, peacenik that I am,
that others could extend that curious,
I’d-love-to-hear-about-your-life-even-if-I-disagree attitude, or even
that I’m-not-interested-in-your-life-so-I’ll-read-something-else
attitude.  If so, even the toughest issues could be discussed, and truth
and peace could once again coexist… as I truly believe they were
intended to.
To my readers: thank you for mostly being that kind of crowd.  It’s truly refreshing.